Birds of a Feather - Billie Eilish
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Literally just discovered this song months ago and when i looked just now on YT it said she released it 10!!! Years ago???
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A Thousand Years by Christina Perry
I like to hear this one song, whenever I write something to my twin.
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Omg Iām so glad you asked this, wondered if we were the only ones. We donāt have a shared playlist as such, but we each have our own and when we talked discovered we both had a lot of the same songs. 
Music is a BIG part of my healing
I have quite a few songs that bring up all the TF feelings in me - I might post a few later on. But right now, Iād like to share the lyrics Iām obsessed with.
My twin and I share a passion for lyrics (itās actually my 1st passion for over 20 years, and my twin is like the only person really understanding how deep this passion can go, and the best part is that sheās got that same fire in her heart for words and music and the mix of both).
āAnd I wonāt make excuses for the pain I caused us both
So thank you for always standing by me even though
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things goā
Since Linkin Park launched their latest album, those last lines on the albumā¦ Damn !! I dream my twin would sing those to me.
I see the place where the good things go as our connection thatās clearly unbreakable, and our marriage that is on pause. And ābad thingsā as all the struggles and pains that come with separation.
Sometimes, bad things take the place where good things go - and if good things are MEANT to be there, theyāll find their way back in. So Iāll keep standing by my wife in separation, even thoughā¦
ā
Good Things Go
Linkin Park
Feels like itās rained in my head for a hundred days
(Feels like itās rained in my head for a hundred days)
Stare in the mirror and I look for another face
(Stare in the mirror and I look for another face)
And I get so tired of putting out fires and making up lies
Checking my eyes for some kinda light
But nothingās inside and it
Feels like itās rained in my head for a hundred days
And I say I hate you when I donāt
Push you when you get too close
Itās hard to laugh when Iām the joke
But I canāt do this on my-
Only you can save me from my lack of self-control
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
Iāve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
(Iāve asked for forgiveness a hundred times)
Believed it myself when I halfway apologized
(Believed it myself when I halfway apologized)
Itās not unfair Iām asking for prayers but nobody cares
Going nowhere like falling downstairs while everyone stares
No oneās there when Iāve asked for forgiveness a hundred times
And I say I hate you when I donāt
Push you when you get too close
Itās hard to laugh when Iām the joke
But I canāt do this on my-
Only you can save me from my lack of self-control
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
No, Iām just taking a shot, ah
Maybe Iām just too eager, oh
Maybe I lost the plot, ha
I used to pity some people
I said they were missing a spine, yeah
Maybe the problem is ego
Maybe the, maybe the problem is mine, really, Iām fine
Donāt get too intimate, donāt get too curious
This is just feeling like itās not that serious
Stare at the ceiling, feeling delirious
Fuck all your empathy I want your fury 'cause I will just
Tell you Iām better than, better than
Spit out my medicine, medicine, ay
Drunk on adrenaline-drenaline
And I donāt know why I
Say I hate you when I donāt
Push you when you get too close
Itās hard to laugh when Iām the joke
But I canāt do this on my-
Only you can save me from my lack of self-control
And I wonāt make excuses for the pain I caused us both
So thank you for always standing by me even though
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
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