‘The only way to make sense out of change is to plunge into it, move with it, and join the dance.’ - Alan Watts
Like you, I’ve struggled with this, but I’ve found peace in surrendering to the process and trusting divine timing. Your twin’s path is their own, and focusing on your personal growth is the most loving thing you can do for both of you.
Have you considered writing a heartfelt letter to your twin flame, even if you never intend to send it? It help you process your emotions and reveal insights that weren’t visible before?
@Your_Twin_Flame Totally agree with this one
Enjoy it, go with the flow, but we could say that if it’s hard, it’s hard then. Admit it. Accept it. There is no need to downplay it. Then, give a lot of care to ourselves, love ourselves, prioritize ourselves. The purging cycle will always be hard, but let’s join the dance.
Actually, I considering to write a personal blog, just to share my thought about any book that I read, please wish me luck. Thank you.
@Mystique I had written a letter for my TF, in the beginning of our first separation, but it’s more like a ‘LoA’ kind of letter. That energy of that time, of course as a chaser, I want him back, I want to have him, I want him to realize what he left behind 
That mostly what I feel when I reread my letter after reading your reply. But, I think after our second separation, and after last month energy shift. Something change… I don’t know exactly what it is, I hope it’s a good one and for the betterment of the connection.
Your advice, I’ll try to do it, I’ll write the letter when my energy feels right, as if I’m talking directly to him. Thank you so much.