So back in August/ September prior til today. I wasn’t having intense feelings or feeling his presence little to none. I thought we were done. That this twin flame thing was done. However, in the past month it has gotten back up to the intensity I was feeling when we first met. When we first met I felt like this man was healing me. Literally. I couldn’t express this almost two years back, that I felt like I was being healed by him no matter what we were doing. I felt healed. Now with this intensity back. I feel his touch, as if he is speaking to me, sending music. Or his birthday or anything he liked or we shared in common would pop up unexpectedly sometimes. I would feel like running or be scared. Like shocked, asking how? With this intensity this time around. I can’t explain this undeniably feeling of wanting to reach out to him. Now before I would reach out here and there. And in the beginning of our separation I was super OD of contacting him. I cut all of it down, the contacting. The checking his socials, (especially now he is with someone) I have stop the patterns, that I knew I needed to stop in order to contain what is going on and coming back into union. When I say, I promise. When I say, I been having this undeniable feeling of wanting to reach out. It is super OD again, however I know it isn’t me doing it this time. Crazy part his email for his iPhone magically appeared in my contacts. I have a new phone and number, I received it a year ago and durning our separation a year ago I gave him my number even though at that time I knew he wouldn’t use it. I have never had his email to his iPhone. Not even dealing with him. I never had it to text him on. It’s not even a number it is an email. I let that simmer for like a month as well. Cause again being shocked and lost for words how that got there. I text him almost two weeks ago. His girl called my phone I didn’t answer. I looked her number up in cashapp. And found out it was her. 
I blocked her number and he had blocked mines as well. I knew I was blocked when I text saying I don’t know how your email got in my contacts. It didn’t go through. So the past week I been getting private calls. I answer and no one speaks. Late at night ones to or early in the am. Weird times And I know it isn’t her because I had gave him my number a year back when I got my new number. And I would receive private calls once a month. He is the only one calling private. My gut never lets me down of knowing him. Now every other night he is calling me. He called me again last night at 12:03 am. I text that same email last night just with a laughing emoji and it went through. I am so confused. I thought I was passed that part. Honestly, passed that part. Been doing great even moved from pa to Colorado. Lately this last month. I am so lost on what to do. He hasn’t answered me in almost 2 years. However the intense feelings I am having I don’t know what to do. Do I go for it and get his attention or do I allow this to continue the way it is and allow him to come? Or did I experience clairvoyance of knowing he was gonna reach out? I’m scared lowkey and I think the tables are turning where now I think I am gonna run. I am the DF. The weird things happening is unexplainable. And very intense. I never thought I would run but I feel like it. Is that wrong?
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The urge to run often surfaces when we’re approaching a new level of growth. This isn’t wrong - it’s your fear-based energy manifesting. Your move to Colorado shows you’re capable of major changes. Apply that same strength to maintaining energetic boundaries now.
Your situation reflects a common pattern where the energy intensifies unexpectedly. Rather than acting on the urge to run or reach out, sit with these feelings and ask what they teach you.
Your growth is the real priority here
I really feel as though it is him this time. It is really hard to explain
If I understand correctly that’s the point… we always feel like that until we’re ready to really understand.
I’ve been in your shoes, feeling that intense pull to reach out despite knowing I shouldn’t. Trust your instincts and give yourself permission to step back if you need to - taking some distance doesn’t mean giving up, it just means taking care of yourself right now.
Rather than running, try to sit with the emotions and see what insights arise. Trust your intuition, but don’t feel pressured to take any drastic actions - focus on your own growth and healing, and let things unfold naturally.
Trust your intuition, but don’t let fear hold you back from potential growth - if reaching out feels right, do it with an open heart and no expectations.
Wow, that’s a lot of intense synchronicities and feelings coming back!!! Sometimes our fears can push us to run when we’re actually on the verge of a breakthrough!
When I feel overwhelmed like that, taking a step back to ground myself helps - maybe try some meditation or journaling to sort through your emotions. At the end of the day, trust your gut. Just remember, running is a normal reaction sometimes, so don’t be too hard on yourself if that’s what you need right now.
It’s better to sit with those intense feelings and examine them rather than act impulsively. If you feel called to reach out, do so with clear intentions, but be prepared that he may not be ready to engage yet.
Trust your intuition - if you feel called to run, it may be what you need right now for your own healing and growth. True twin flame union happens in divine timing, so focus on self-love and allow things to unfold naturally without forcing contact.