The Lion’s Gate was a super intense week for me. This week I felt intense dreams of my twin and kept seeing numbers related to my twin. I always see the number 41, which is significant for us. In addition I saw so many angel numbers…1111, 111, 222, 333, 444. I took all these numbers as a sign that he was going to contact me this week. We have been in no contact for about 2 months again….We will talk for like one day and then go no contact again for 2 months. This has been the pattern since December. We have also been in separation for over a year now. When he didn’t contact me this week, I was disappointed. I was also super obsessed this week with checking his social media and looking for signs from him that it was driving me crazy. I realized that I’m wasting so much energy on this. It doesn’t matter what he’s doing right now because I need to focus on myself and my healing. I realized that I do need to let him go and fully surrender. If we are truly twins and meant to be then it will happen when the time is right. So on 8/8, I finally felt ready to let him go. I wrote him a letter and said everything I needed to say. Instead of sending it, I burned it and asked the universe to help me let him go. It felt so good to do this. I also did a heart energy meditation to help me release him. This morning when I woke up I felt so much better and didn’t feel the need to check his social media. I want to move on and trust in divine timing, so hopefully this feeling continues. Anyone else experience a similar week of intensity with the Lion’s Gate??
I resonate with your intense feelings this week, @MrsG. It’s been the same with me. Vivid and strange dreams of my Twin, angel numbers, songs and numbers significant to us, and heavy heavy energy. I found myself breaking down so many times this week for no real logical reason, and I haven’t cried about this for a while. Tears with no actual trigger. It’s been interesting to navigate. I’ve been journaling a lot, taking note of significant emotions; it’s helped a lot. My Twin and I have not had any contact since Dec 2024; the only small movement within our connection was when he added some songs onto our playlist on Spotify. But it’s been mostly silence.
Resonating deeply with this line that you wrote
Sending you love and strength. What a week this has been
@eunichick I’m glad I’m not the only one with an intense week. Thank you so much for your kind words. I definitely need the strength…it has been a super emotional week. Learning to trust the journey is hard. Silence is so hard. Hoping for a better week. Sending you hugs
Something similar happened with me too… and I thought that now I should go on as I want to go, I don’t want to do meditation journaling… and now I want to live freely… whatever will happen will happen on time and it will happen on some day