I feel like I am in an interesting place in my journey & thought itās time to share.
I have known my DM for almost 20 years but soul recognition & DNOTS didnāt happen until we reconnected out of the blue 5 years ago. Itās crazy because I can recall the exact moment it happened.
For the last 5 years I have been on a wild, painful, crazy-making but insanely fulfilling journey. I am a manifestor in Human Design and I can truly say I spend 90% of my time in a peaceful state now (which is the ideal self theme for me). I am really locked in with my soul purpose and have a regulated nervous system for the first time in 36 years. Iām down almost 50 pounds with little effort on my part and sometimes when I close my eyes, itās like I see my body as just white light. Itās all so trippy yet cool.
Now to my DM. I actually reinitated contact with no expectation other than to make sure he was safe. It led to a conversation which led us to reconnecting on social media. I had some triggers come up that I thought I dealt with but the amazing thing was how quickly I was able to move through the energy each time I was triggered. We eventually sent messages back and forth where I had to put him in his place and shatter the illusions he had about me. Literally the next day the energy shifted. Itās like I felt him see me in a different light in my body. He made posts & stories that were directly in response to my posts & stories. It was in such a sweet way too that not only made me know he was talking to me but also made me know thereās only me for him now.
I sent him a heartfelt message the next day truly from a place of wanting to communicate I care without āchasingā. I was just ābeingā. Well he didnāt respond. It triggered me so I took a couple of days to ground and recenter. I also deactivated my accounts to just remove all outside energy.
OH BOY DID THAT DO IT.
When I came back, his stories were basically filled with ābaby come back and donāt leave meā energy. It was clear heās not ready and is still being activated but my has the tables turned. We have always communicated thru music and the songs have all been like āI messed up and I want another chance. How could I not see youāre so special to me?ā
At first it through me off but now Iām having fun with it. Iām posting as well with āI know who tf I am so if you wanna be in my presence, you better come correctā energy. I occasionally respond to his stories my lightly trolling but overall Iām just giggling at how quickly he awakened once I energetically said āI think tf not because I know who I amā. Now heās talking about marriage and serenading a āspecial someoneā when the time is right with some of my favorite songs. Itās just making my inner child feel goofy and fun.
As for me? Not chasing a thing. Just enjoying it. Divine timing will do itās thing. In the meantime? Iām leaning into integrating my lessons and getting my projects off the ground. I know when the time comes, I will be here ready to be gentle with him as we step into our next phase together 
I will also add, itās clear that heās starting to get some 3D upgrades for doing the work. The external is showing him quickly leveling up and I see a difference in his energy as well. Heās leaning into his authenticity and itās paying off.
this sounds promising and canāt wait to hear where it goes for you both!
When my twin started doing the exact same thing with the music messages and social media hints after I stepped back, I just giggled and enjoyed the show while continuing to nurture my own garden of awesomeness!