Hey everyone, just needing to get this out of my mind.
As you might know before, I’m rather young to be in this journey, if this is a real one. I did experience all the spiritual awakening/the sense of “this is fated” “this is definitely karmic stuff working out” for all the things happened since the separation in 2022, though.
I’ll be 26 this month. Everyone around me is reaching their success stories, and yep - getting married and having kids. Undeniably this leads to thoughts of my romantic life, and my twin too. Because I knew they’re hiding a relationship before we cut all contact. Getting scared of my twin marrying someone else is normal.
Just last week I was diagnosed PTSD and schizoid; basically, very comfortable of not maintaining a social life because of a certain trauma related to a karmic in 2014 (yes, I kept being asked of this incident for years that my developing teen brain adapted to prepare for it, making me aloof. It’s even one of the first things my twin talked about when we reconnected for the 3 months in 2022. That means from age 15-18 to 23. Yes, over-explaining this in a logical approach is apparently also a sign). I should really, really start maintaining a consistent relationship.
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Sending you a lot of strength and love
I truly believe age is just a number. Different people experience different things in their lives that shape the way they see the world. Just because someone is older, doesn’t mean they have experienced more than someone younger.
It’s understandable that you’d be afraid/worried that your Twin might find and marry someone else. But believe that everything happens for a reason and there are lessons you both need to learn along your respective journeys
My Twin is married, so I understand the complication that adds to an already profound connection
If you ever need to talk or rant. Please don’t hesitate to reach out. You’re never alone x
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Trauma acts like a filter through which you cannot see reality clearly.
You’ve certainly got your work cut out for you @SowNReap. But if you choose to seek out and work together with someone in order to overcome this problem, you can make a real and genuine improvement in your life overall.
As much as we all wish we didn’t have to deal with relationships at all sometimes, they are a vital and essential part of the human experience. And comparing ourselvs to others almost never works to our advantage.
Whatever you do, don’t forget, that every moment is a new begining. The present DOES NOT have to be the same as the past. And it often isn’t, even when we think it is.
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