Thank u…i wish u well also on this journey. I think my issue is impatience. It feels like im waiting forever. Some days im good some days IM sad and cant believe he turned his back on this intense love. But im learning big lessons since we have been apart.
Learning to see that i was giving to much of myself…to win his attention. While he was just connecting when he had the time or was rested . I felt he was depending on my affection to feed his ego so when i also stopped reaching out. He didnt expect this.it hurts alot but i seem to waiting to see is he grows in some way .mto mert me halfway. I also growing tremendously spiritually…working on my faults. Sometimes i wonder if this is all real…if i am being fooled into believing this TF journey…first time im questioning this…