Posted about my whole five story and how I have been seeing them like crazy. We live together and there have been amazing signs and readings all telling me Im in union heading to divine. I kind of thought the fives represented the change divine union would bring. So Sunday I got up and realized he packed up all his shit and left the garage opener on the counter. No Note. No text. No response to my million subsequent texts. To say Im devastated would be the ultimate understatement. Not to mention I don’t know what to believe anymore. How do I ever trust the signs? How can I trust my spiritual journey when the twin part of it was all a lie? I hate him and his cowardly act.
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My heart is with you, l can only imagine your pain, stay strong, find guidance of what to do from people that understand this, and hopefully he will soon be back. Big hug​:heart:
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Oh dear…ugh…I hate to be the bearer of bad news here @Lola, but you may have misinterpreted the signs your spirit guides were sending you.
The number “5” is usually an indication of difficult times ahead. 
In numerology, for example, it’s associated with elements of freedom and independence. Kind of the opposite of “union”.
In the traditional Tarot, its overall associated with grief, loss, conflict, disagreement, competition, being left out in the cold…
It’s far from a positive omen for the near future…
(Side note: I admit I’ve been seeing a lot of 5’s lately too. In fact, no joke, I just got off the phone with debt collections, and they are not entirely happy…despite me telling them again and again that I will definitly give them the money I owe…eventually! )
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That interpretation definitely makes more sense. I decided yesterday to just let go of trying to control this. I also decided to forgive him. I sent a text telling him I forgive him, I don’t hate him, and to go be happy and have a nice life. It made me feel instantly at peace. Then about an hour later I got a reading that really helped me see things more clearly.
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Hello! I don’t know if this helps at all, but I see a lot of 5s some days too. And from what I know (and my extensive reading), this is what I’ve found out about them:
555 = Change. Transformation. Freedom. A new cycle unfolding.
In Twin Flame journeys, 555 often means separation phases are leading to change or movement — sometimes reunion, sometimes a personal breakthrough that alters the connection.
It’s the universe saying: “Things will not stay as they are. Be ready to flow with what comes.”
Sending you love and light
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Thank you. It’s so crazy right? The pain of a twin relationship is overwhelming Yet, while Im in the throws of it is when I have the most growth. I will never be the same, in a good way. I try to be thankful for the growth I’ve had during these times. But, Im only human and sometimes it’s just so acute I want to scream.
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I feel you there, @Lola. I have good and bad days too. Also days when the synchronicities are so intense. Then some days when it’s just quiet. It’s a rollercoaster ride, but it’s helped me discover so much about myself and the trauma I thought I had healed.
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Thank you for that. You know one time about 30 years ago I went to a psychic. I sat down in front of her and before even saying hello, she just looked up at me and said you are here to learn patience. lol. Truer words have ever been spoken to me.
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I shared my fives and the complete abandonment of my twin that followed, and now I would like to share where it led me.
The pain. The horrible, horrible pain of being left like that was beyond anything I have felt so far. I mean we were full blown relationship and Bam !!! Gone like a thief in the night. Literally. I decided to forgive him though. I also decided to text him and tell him even though he was completely ghosting me. I told him I forgive him and I didn’t hate him. (something I put in writing to him) I also said that in know way was my forgiveness an invitation to come back. I said I was doing it for me not him. Thats when everything just turned from agony to epiphany all within two days. I realized that here I am with all this help. Sometimes I feel like I literally have a fleet of guardian angels helping me. I have my readings that I know are divine help. They have guided me the whole way. I have places like this forum to turn to and I have an amazing amount of love and support from friends and family. ( not about this of course) but I have people that are there for me. I have the wisdom of the universe to help me understand and get through this. I have all of that and yet It is still hard. So so hard. But what that thought led me to was the thought of my twin. Im almost positive he has none of that yet. He has stuck this out and always came back to me eventually. He has to be having the same strong connective feelings I do. But at least I understand mine. Of course he ran. Hell I have been there internally many times. You can’t experience this with complete belief and not very intimidated and even scared of the magnitude. So imagine what it’s like for mine and your twin to blindly try and navigate these kind of intense feelings? It almost seems unfair if you think about it. Its like I have been given this handbook to get through this, but my twins book is in a different language right now and I need to be patient while he looks for the translation
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