Oh yes, hello! Even that. I discovered almost a year ago that my sister and fellow black sheep of the family, besides myself also met her twin flame a bit before I met mine. Its crazy how our lives have always run parallel all these years. We are step btw not blood. But anyway, hers reached out after 15 months with “hi” and she got so excited and her fear based energy took over with her response so he ran again. I’ve been checking in on her every few days cause I know she understands but i’m sure shes a bit diappointed too.
Still nothing from mine. Hes so embedded in the 3D, I am convinced i’ll be those twins I hear about that are like, “i’ve been in sepeation from my twin for 30 years now…” i’m convinced that will be me. Mostly because we are both married to our soul mates and nothing can materalize between us so we communicate in the 5D but stay away from eachother in the 3D. Im healing focusing on me. Doing so much better these days. This week a bit sad. I was totally fine last Saturday, was cuddling in bed with my husband and a deep sadness came over me suddenly and I started crying. And jumped off the bed saying over and over,
“I gotta go. Something is wrong!” I had all this unsettled energy piercing through me, I couldn’t sit still . I told my husband I needed to go for a walk or a drive. He knows how I get. He doesnt understand but hes supportive the best he can be. I followed the energy for awhile while i drove. I broke contact and sent him a “are you okay?” Text. A few minutes later the energy settled and subsided so I turned around and went back home. … I havent been gravitationally pulled by the energy in a long time. I hate when it happens. Now im just sad and missing him again this week. Im so done. I want off this ride.
“I’m here. I never left.”
“I’m sorry. I needed time to sort out my life so that this time, I can be with you with nothing holding me back.”
“I know you’re afraid I’ll leave again without an explanation, but I promise this time it will be different. Let’s work towards that future we always planned to have together.”
“I now understand, and I’ve learned and matured from my past and traumas, and I am learning how to unconditionally love myself. You are my world, too, and I regret hurting both of us by my words and actions. Let’s rebuild. ‘Me, You, Us’”
(this would come with her saying she wants to rebuild our marriage and family, that she regrets how she ran away from all we built over the last decade, and that she regrets even bringing divorce on the table when she thought she was helpless and unlovable).