Just because…
Happy 41st Birthday, JB. 
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I had an interesting drive home today. Was feeling a mix of emotions as it is my TF’s birthday. I did send him a text this morning. No frills. Just a simple happy birthday. I sent it without expectation of reopening communication etc. Just didn’t seem right to just let the day pass without wishing him
Along the highway. It started raining heavily, but the sun was still peaking through the clouds. It was about sunset. I felt somehow a surge of energy; like it was that moment that he saw my message to him. I looked over to my right, and the car licence plate beside me had the initials “JB” and then to my left “777” “333”. I took a breath and just continued driving. Then, as I took the turn off the exit towards my home, I saw a faint rainbow in the sky. And as I looked to my dashboard, the numbers “1771”. It gave me immense comfort
I looked to the sky for a second as a bolt of lightning streaked past and said, “Thank you. I know you’re with me”
Filled with a lot of love and gratitude at the moment. Slowing releasing expectations, control and outcome. Finding joy in the little things. Embracing the signs. And allowing the universe to guide my path
Thank you for reading. Every single one of you. This little place has become a corner of solace for me to pen my thoughts, experiences and this wild amazing journey. I appreciate you being here with me
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I had dinner with my close friend R tonight; she lives in a different state from me and was in town today. She’s been my pillar of strength and support since JB and I reconnected, and has been a listening ear through all the separation periods JB and I have gone through. Honestly, I couldn’t have survived all this without her
So over dinner, I felt the urge to tell her about the entire TF concept. I have never told anyone about this before. She listened and asked a few questions here and there, and in the middle of me describing the reasons why I felt that JB was my TF, she rubbed her hands against her arms and said, “I’m literally getting goosebumps as you are telling me this.” She said after hearing everything I shared, she has no doubt that he is my TF. And even tho she doesn’t believe in the concept of it, she said, “I actually got goosebumps so many times when you were telling me this story.”
I have to say, it was lovely and comforting to finally open up to someone about how I feel about everything, and for her to be incredibly supportive and understanding. She also said to me that she strongly believes he will be back at a moment I least expect it.
I’m just grateful to have finally been able to tell someone about my journey
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